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"Are you ok,Kim?"
December 22, 2009
Every time someone asks me that question, I say, “Im fine, thanks.”, but to be honest , Im not. Do people really want to know how you feel when they ask how are you? Or are they just trying to be polite. Next time, if someone asks me ‘how are you’, Im going to tell her, “Well, actually Im not very well at all, thank you. Im feeling a bit depressed and lonely. Pissed off at the world. Envious of you and your perfect relationship with him. And then ill tell her about how i started my new life and met lots of new people and how hard im trying to pick myself up but now im at a loss about what else to do. Then ill tell her how it pisses me off when someone says TIME IS A HEALER when at the same time they also say ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER, which really confuses me, because that means that THE LONGER HE”S GONE THE MORE I WANT HIM. Ill tell her that nothing is healing at all and that every morning I wake up in my bed it feels like salt is being rubbed into those unhealing wounds. And then Ill tell her how I miss him and how worthless my life it seems without him. And then ill tell her how many wet pillows i have every cold sleepless nights. Ill tell her why i dont want to be at home or any place we used to hangout. Ill tell her how much i hate senti music. And then Ill tell her how uninterested I am in getting on with things without him, and ill explain how i feel like im just waiting for my world to end. so, what do you think?”
Previous Comments
you have a looks, you have everything..
you’ll just have to wait for the right love to come at the right time.. 
even though it seems i have everything i dont wanna be a lonely fool. hahah!
without him, its seems like my other half was taken away from me. without him my life is in complete.:(
Posted by kimmonroyo at February 18, 2010, 8:32 am
People that ask you this question do care for you, that is why they do asking you if you are ok..
come to think of it, people who ask you this question are the one who are close to you..
to be specific, those are your friends, relatives or should i say they are your love ones..
right??
They ask you that particular question because they feel you..
For now, I know that you feel that you have lost everything.. I’ve been there before.. actually for many times already..
But then, I can assure you that you will learn to accept everything.. It will gonna be for a long time but you will learn.. promise..
-doublecrho/AIM
Posted by Arlie Isaiah M. Macadagdag at February 18, 2010, 12:15 am